Friday, December 4, 2009

Day 2 - Dec 4 AM

+ My dad called Kona ( he got this free skype calls to US ).
  • Got to talk to the person in charge for international students. She said the only way is to re apply for visa again. This time with stronger economic ties.
  • Found out that their internet was down. ( No wonder I didn't get any replies from my emails. )
  • Got to talk to the school leader of School of Illustrations. She said that I could try a tourist visa but the person in charge for international students said that it isn't a good idea.
  • Only way is to re apply for a student's visa.
  • Got devastated.
  • But remembered that God is in control. :)
  • Finally let go of me finding out a way, surrendered it all to God and wait for Him to move. :)
  • Still not giving up in my heart. I know God called me and I will hang unto that until God says it's time to give up. :)
Things I appreciated :

When I spoke to my School leader in the School of Illustration, I was encouraged by her. Hearing the voice of my school leader gave me so much hope and more motivation. What I appreciate the most about her is, she's not giving up on me as well. :) She said she will continue to pray for me and I will hang unto that. I know that I will meet her soon.

I spoke to God, asked Him what was this all about. Should I give up or what. All i had from God was peaceful joy. :) He feels so near. I just felt inside of me that I shouldn't give up just yet. I felt inside of me that someone was saying "Just wait, surrender it all to me". So I did. I didn't want to cause stress for my parents anymore, so i told them to relax, we did what we can, now let's wait on God.

I know God loves me and i know that He knows that I will follow whatever He wants me to do. If He wants me to give up Kona, I will. But right now I don't hear anything like that with God. I know that He will speak to me if I have to give up, I know He will show me a new path. But right now I have nothing but my faith in what God would do. There's so much hope in me. I trust God. He is in control. :)

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