+ Broke down today about my visa denial. Cried so hard. I don't know why. It just happened that I saw a coconut tree and it was a breezy day. Then I remembered Hawaii. I was supposed to be there. I cried hard while I was waiting for my parents in the sidewalk! I had to control my tears! XD When i got home I brawled in tears.
+ After crying I felt a huge relief. :) I got to think. :)
+ My friend said something about " Let go of your own desires. " That made me think a lot. Maybe going to Hawaii was MY plan... not God's :)
+ I still can't understand why He blessed it at first... but then as I grow up spiritually, I know I would :)
+ Got a very BIG support from one of the most big hearted people I've known. :) Now I am a few steps to an Macbook pro for my studies!!! :D
+ It's amazing... I didn't get the second hand macbook pro for 40k. Then God is opening a door for me again, a new macbook pro. :) Hopefully I get to sell my imac so i could buy this before i go to manila :). God's grace is amazing. From a second hand macbook pro, to a brand new one.. :) I wonder what would really happen in the end. Only God knows. :)
+ God is moving in my depression about the macbook... I wonder what greatness He would show when He give a 180 degrees turn with my visa denial. Can't wait!! :D
+ God indeed is in control!!!!! :D
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Wow.. All these happened in one day. hahaha just when I realized that MY plans aren't always God's plans. :)
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