Day 32

+ I have an impression that God wants me to stay in the Philippines this year. Yet it is subject to change depending on my spiritual growth :) I think God is changing the pace of my life. He wants me to be deeply inlove with Him at this time. :) He actually made me write what He wanted to tell me. Here it is: ( I've cut a lot of parts because it's long. Some are just plain private so I didn't type them here. )

I've given you the Gift of Christmas Shi. Do not take this gift for granted. I've given this to you that you may show the world the beauty of Me. The beauty that would bring rest and peace in the hearts of coarse men and cold hearts. Shiriel I have a big calling for you... But I cannot use you until the Word, My Word is engraved in your heart. You are in a battlefield my child. I won't send you out there unless you're fully armored.

Please stop worrying, stop thinking that you're alone, for you are not. ... I have given you a gift that you are yet to discover. Have patience my child. Your thoughts are mine. You are mine. Bring my colors to the world...

...Do not forget that I am your First Love. Write letters to me, draw arts for me, write books for me...

Do not give up. Be still. Sing for me. Never forget to pray and talk to me. My books for you are Psalms, Proverbs, Song of Solomon, Ecclesiastes, and Job. :) I love you my child. Be still and know that I am God...

I created you that way... See the details of life, see the sparkles of gemstones, the beauty of dresses. You are a woman, you are my masterpiece. Not let anyone look down on you for you are precious in my eyes... From trash to complete elegance. You're my little artist and I want you to create, create, and create. You're not perfect and I am patient...

I want to hear you voice every morning. Your voice is sweeter than the sweet singing of the birds that you hear. I know your thoughts... I wouldn't just give you to any man, but I will hand you over... without you trying so hard. He will love me before you.

I hear your silent prayers, your longings... You weren't called to pray alone Shi. Find a prayer partner. Do not be afraid. Let people know you, let them see me in you. Reveal me through your arts... I love you and I will use your hands. Your hands are my gift to you. Don't ever forget that...

I will use you mightily this year. Hold unto that promise. Listen for my voice is small, but it won't be long that it would be loud. Love me Shii. I will use you. Prepare your heart, mind and soul. Pray. Meditate. Appreciate. :) My little Artist :)

...Take my hand, have faith. Never let go for I will never let go. Keep on writing, keep on singing, keep in drawing. You are my little artist from before, now and forever...

+ I've got to stand up! WAHOO! 3 more days. :)